You're Not a Monster, Eren (EruRen)

Eren was crying in his cell a bit as he was really sensitive to what the Military Police told him. Eren was a monster…of course Eren knew that he was…but he had to hide his tears.

Eren was done crying, and looked in the mirror to see his eyes puffy and red and splashed cold water on his face. Eren heard the door open to see it was Hange and said,”Hello Hange-san”. “Are you okay?”, Hange said. Eren smiled and nodded. Hange sighed and left the room. Eren stopped smiling and clenched his fists in a ball and saw his titan form in the mirror before punching it. Luckily no one rushed in to see what happened.

At the mess hall, Eren was eating dinner. Armin  said,”How was the meeting Captain?”. “Fine, until one of the MP’s called Eren a monster”, Levi said. Eren stopped eating and growled slightly. Erwin said, “Eren”. “I’m going for a damn walk”, Eren said, leaving as he slammed the door. Everyone was silent.

An hour later, Eren came back as Everyone was worried. Mikasa said,”Eren, Where were you!?”. Eren looked up and teared up,”Mikasa…I’m a monster?”. Everyone was shocked by that question. Mikasa said,”No Eren, you aren’t I promise”. Eren sniffled and said,”Then why…WHY DID I GET PUNISH BY BEING A TITAN!!”. Everyone was shocked by his outburst. Eren ran off. Mikasa and Armin yelled,”Eren!!”. Erwin sighed. Levi said,”Damn it”. Hange said,”What’s gotten into Eren”. Erwin said,”He’s depressed…It’s obvious…look at his eyes”. Erwin got up and said,”Thanks for cooking dinner Sasha”. “No problem Commander”. Erwin left to check on Eren.

In the cell, Eren was sobbing and punching the wall and said,”I hate being a titan…”. “Eren”, Erwin said. Eren looked up to see Erwin, tears going down his face and said,”Why did I get cursed by being a titan…why did you accept me as a Cadet here… Aren’t you scared that I will go rogue on you?”. “No Eren, I’m not scared…but you are scared of yourself”. Eren was silent and said,”I’m a monster, a freak…you don’t want me here”. Erwin opened the cell door and went close to Eren, who only backed up into the wall. Erwin put his hands on the wall, blocking Eren. Eren teared up, waiting to get punched or something like that. Erwin sighed and kissed Eren on the forehead and said,”I love you Eren…and I don’t want to see you sad again”. “I- I love you too Dancho…”, Eren said. Erwin smiled and kissed Eren on the lips. Eren kissed back. They broke the kiss as Erwin said,”You feel better?”. Eren nodded. Erwin said,”Never doubt yourself baby”. “Yes Erwin”, Eren said. Erwin kissed him again.

The Next Day, there was another meeting. A Military Police  Commander said,”So that’s the monster?”. Eren was silent, clenching his fists. Erwin looked at him and slowly rubbed his thigh to calm down. Eren did. Levi was confused, but didn’t ask. Erwin talked calm;y to the topic about the next mission. Eren was silent then looked at Erwin. Erwin looked at him and smiled. Eren smiled and nodded.

After the meeting, Eren left with Erwin, Levi, and Hange. Eren said,”Glad that is fucking over with”. “Are you okay though?”, Hange said. Eren stopped and looked back and said,”Yeah…”. Erwin grabbed his waist and said,”Come on”. Eren nodded. Hange and Levi shrugged and walked outside while Erwin and Eren were in the wagon.

They were silent on the ride as Eren was asleep. Erwin was asleep as well.  Hange said,”I wanna go home to Mikasa”. “Same with Mike”, Levi said. Hange laughed softly. Eren groaned and mumbled something. Erwin woke up slightly and stroked his hair as Eren calmed down and clinged to Erwin,

Back at home, Eren was woken up to his bed in the cell, Eren sat up and stretched. Eren got to the mess hall, Eren saw Erwin. Connie said,”How was the meeting, Eren?”. Eren remembered being called a monster again and faked a smile, “Good I suppose”. Erwin looked at Eren and shook his head. Eren shrugged as he left a blade close to his neck. Eren looked to see, it was an MP. Eren wasn’t scared or anything and grabbed the blade and kicked him in the gut. Erwin said,”Nile, what the fuck”. “What, he’s a monster”. Eren sighed and kicked Nile in the face and said,”I would advise to leave”. Nile did. Eren looked down as Everyone saw water drop to the floor. Eren growled and left, slamming the door. Erwin followed after him.

After Eren came with Erwin, Eren left for his cell. Erwin said,”Eren, here”. Eren turned around and walked to Erwin. Erwin placed his hand on Eren’s shoulder and said, “You aren’t a monster Eren”. Eren teared up and said,”Then why…do I get treated like one”. Erwin said,”Because they are what I like to call…Assholes”. Eren laughed softly. Erwin held his chin up and said,”Smile more okay?”. Eren nodded. Erwin let go of Eren as Eren left. Erwin looked down and saw Eren’s ass then smirked.

A few weeks later, Eren was cleaning up the mess hall, when Eren heard voices in the hall, Eren listened, Jean and Mikasa were laughing at what Connie said. Jean said,”What do you think of Eren?”. “He’s a monster, sadly he’s my brother”. Eren teared up as he said,”What?”. Mikasa said,”Eren…I-”. Jean said,”Woah Mikasa…That was just sad”. Eren looked down and ran off.

Everyone heard the door slammed loud and hard. Erwin said,”What the fuck happened”. Jean explained. Erwin rushed off to find Eren. Lucky he found Eren in his office. Erwin said,”Baby”. Eren looked at Erwin and hugged him,”Even my own sister thinks I am a monster”. Erwin sighed and held his waist. Eren kissed Erwin and said,”Please…don’t leave me alone”. “I won’t darling”, Erwin said,

Eren was quiet when he saw Erwin awake and feeling better. Erwin said,”Hey Eren”. Eren smiled and said,”You okay?”. “I’m fine, just a concussion”, Erwin said. Levi said,”Eren was called a Monster and a Freak again by Mikasa and Connie. Eren was silent and looked down. Erwin said,”Levi, leave and shut the door”. Levi nodded and did as told. Erwin motioned Eren to sit by him as Eren did. Erwin sighed and held him close. Eren cried,”I was worried about you, people hate me now…I am a monster and a freak”. “Eren…You are not either of those, people are just jealous, because you have a good power and you are a good person”. Eren looked at Erwin and kissed him on the lips, Erwin kissed back, holding his waist and then said,”And that you have a good ass”. “ERWIN!!”, Eren yelled, blushing hard. Erwin smirked and laughed.

Erwin got better as Eren helped him around. Everyone noticed about the two getting closer than before. Eren said,”Erwin…I made you coffee”. “Thanks Eren”, Erwin said. Mikasa said, “Are you two dating?”. Erwin and Eren looked at each other as Eren said,”yes we are”. Erwin held his waist with a smirk. Eren smiled as Mikasa left and told everyone. Eren was called more names, as he grew more angry and pissed off. Jean said,”Connie and Mikasa, enough, you've been calling him shit because he is a titan shifter?”. Eren was shocked and silent and then smiled. Erwin touched Eren’s waist and said,”Hey babydoll”. “Hey honey”, Eren said. Jean said,”God, Mikasa…I can’t believe that I liked you”. Mikasa was silent as Eren smiled and hugged Jean because he was proud. Jean said,”He’s my brother now”. Eren chuckled.

A few years later, Eren and Erwin were happy together as they lived in Marley together, Armin is happily dating Jean.

The End
Word Count: 1349 words

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