CHEYENNE

FRIDAY - 4:30 p.m.

" I said No Cheyenne what part don't you understand?!" My dad yells out of frustration. "The part where you're being totally hypocritical! YOU PARTIED ALL YOUR LIFE AND ONE LITTLE SLIP UP I HAVE TO STAY IN THE FUCKING HOUSE?!" I say slamming my hands down on the table. "Oh so you're sister going missing for three weeks little?!" He says. "That's not what I meant. I will be around safe people, I will fucking update you when I'll be home or if I stay at Rue's, or Maddy's or Kat's. I can defend myself if anything happened to me." I say folding my arms. "No Cheyenne, they haven't caught whoever is out there." He says. "You think he's gonna be at a high school party?" I say smacking my lips. "Anywhere!" He yells. "You pick and choose when you wanna play daddy and it's fucking bullshit" I say walking to the basement. 

I knew I set him off because he was yelling and throwing things around upstairs. I don't care he's so annoying about hanging out after hours blah blah blah he did it so why the fuck can't I??? "You know what?" My dad says charging down the stairs. "I'm so fucking sick and tired of you and smart ass fucking remarks. I am you father you fucking respect me as such! You're grounded." He says kicking the door and getting on my face. My mouth hung open because WHAT?! What did I get grounded for. "WHAT!? For fucking what?!" I yelled while standing up. "It's been building up Cheyenne, enough is enough!" He yells. "I haven't done anything the fuck do you mean enough is enough?!" I yelled. "YOU HAVE A SMART FUCKING MOUTH THAT IS NOT GONNA GET YOU ANYWHERE BUT FUCKED UP!" He yells back. "Oh im so fucking scared." I roll my eyes and walk to my desk. He held his hands on his hips as he stared at me. I turned my head and grinned at him. He wasn't gonna break me. "Give me your phone." He says looking around my room for it. My heart sunk into my ass. What the fuck. "What the fuck, for what?!" I asked him. "Motherfucker you're grounded." He stops and looks at me. "You didn't buy it." I laughed. "But I pay the bill, now hand it over." He says. "Mom pays my bill, try again." I scoffed. "You're mother transferred your number on to mine and Spencyr's so now you're on mines. If you don't hand over the phone make it three weeks..." He says getting in my face. I looked him directly in his eyes. "No." I say. I know my dad can get pretty aggressive when he get's upset. He yanked me out the chair and flung me across the room. "Where's the fucking phone Cheyenne." He yells. "Up your fucking ass bitch." I yelled. The started swiping things off my desk and dresser. "Where is it?!" He yells. I got up and walked out into the living room area of the basement. "You know what we're making it a month, im shutting off your phone and you can fucking pay your bill im done." He says hitting the back of the couch. "Whatever..." I say shrugging as I turned on the TV. He walked over to the TV and and took out the cord. My jaw dropped. "You think im fucking playing. YOU'RE. GROUNDED!!" He yells while balling up his fists with the cord in his hand. "What... You gone beat me with the cord?" I say looking directly in his face. His face was red as hell if smoke could come out his ears they would be flames. "I'm not gonna beat you... You wished I beat you but you're really finna get a real fucking reality check." He laughs while shaking his head as he walked away. "You belong in a mental institution." I mumble as I slammed my room door shut.

***

7:30p.m.

"Wait repeat that?" My best friend from home Kaiya asks. "From his words. I'm too disrespectful and my mouth is gonna get me knowhere but fucked up" I say looking at her. "What did you say Chey?" She laughed. "You know I blank out when I get mad, whatever just comes out." I say rubbing my forehead. "Cheyenne be fucking for real." She says smacking her lips. "I don't know probably said he picks and chooses when he wants to play dad. Which is true because homeboy goes and drinks with his FUCKING BOYFRIEND EVERY OTHER NIGHT" I yell because my room was right above the living room and he was in there. "Do you not see his point?" She laughed. "No Kaiya I actually don't because I asked a simple question of going to a party and he went delusional on me." I say with a straight face. I heard foot steps coming. "I gotta go, im not supposed to have my phone." I say hanging up and put my phone behind my back and looked my Dad when he opened my door.

"Give me your phone." My dad says pointing at me. "What are you talking about?" I say shrugging my putting my hands together. "Stop bullshitting me!" He yells while kicking my dresser and walking up on me. "Boy you sling me again like a punk bitch you will have one fucking daughter in this house." I say sitting up and looking him in his eyes. "Give me the phone and there won't be no problems." He says. "Let me go to the party and there won't be no problems." I say turning my head. "You don't get that choice mother fucka" He chuckles. "Welp." I say throwing my hands up and laying back down. "You're really gonna make me do this?" He asked looking at my door. "Aww you're gonna take my door off when im already in the basement." I fake pout. "Nope" he says walking to the laundry room. I raised my eyebrow and then shook it off. "We're gonna be roommates"  He says slinging in an air mattress. My jaw dropped. "I'm outta here." I say getting up. "Hey! Where are you going?! We just moved in!" He laughs behind me. 

I walked upstairs and Spencyr was sitting at the counter. "Ready to run yet?" She asked looking at her phone. "I'm about to check myself into a ward." I say opening the fridge. "Can you hold my phone for a minute?" I asked her. She held her hand out and I gave it to her. She put it in hoodie pocket. "He's not gonna stay in your room I hope you know that. He can't sleep in any other bed but his." She says shaking her head. I grinned to myself  "You're saying I can go to this party?" I say turning to her. "You can do anything after midnight sis." She laughed. I smiled and I heard my dad come up. "You decided you wanna have dinner?" My dad asked me. "If you cooked it no..." I say. He put his hands up like he wanted to strangle me. I opened the fridge and saw an uncrustable. "I'll take a pb&j." I say scrunching my nose. "You not missing out on much." Spencyr says. I snorted and looked at my dad. "You gone leave me alone now?" I asked biting my inner lip. "Actually I was, until I found your little collection." He says talking about my weed. My eyes widened and I put my lips together. "My Funko Pops? Cool." I say playing it off. "No, your  Marijuana collections, where the fuck did you get all that fucking weed!" He yells. "Your mom!" I smile and Spencyr busted out laughing. "I'm sorry... It just cut me off guard." Spencyr says covering her mouth. I laughed to myself. "Where did you get it?" He asked me. "Why would I tell you? Then I wouldn't have any weed." I laughed while pushing myself off the fridge. "Three months!" He yells. My jaw dropped. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! I SMOKE A LITTLE FUCKING WEED,I GET MY PHONE CUT OFF, I ASKED TO GO TO A FUCKING PARTY AND I GET THREE MONTHS OF A PUNISHMENT BECAUSE YOU WANNA TAKE SOME FUCKING POWER IN THE HOUSE?! YOU'RE SUCH A BIG FUCKING BABY!" I yell while throwing pb&j at him and walking  towards the basement. "And I swear to fucking god you say four or six months you might as well get put a tracker in my fucking neck!" I yell at him before I walked downstairs. 

I slammed and locked my door. I turned around and he made his bed up. "You gotta be fucking kidding me." I sighed while unplugging the air mattress. I opened my drawer and took the little jar and  pouch I brought from New York. I walked over to my closet and opened the two shoe boxes I have now since I've been shopping with Fezco. I should purposely roll up and smoke one. But I guess im already in deep shit so let me stop. I know I missed out on the last few parties and made excuses for it but I can't let him win. It's just not... in my blood. There was a knock on my door. "It's me." Spencyr says. Obviously. "Dad wouldn't knock." I say opening the door. "True, but I think you made his blood pressure rise." She says jumping into my bed. "Good. He needs something to wake him up." I scoffed while looking into my closet. "He's sitting on the couch bitching to hisself" She says flipping her phone. I laughed. "That's funny" I say holding up a shirt. "You better pray he doesn't wake up in the middle of the night." She says. I looked at her. "What's he gonna put me in jail? My phone's off he can't track me." I say shrugging. "Who's party?" She asked. "A friend of Nates." I say hearing myself out. "You're going out with Nate now?" She asked me. "Rue, Maddy and Kat will be there." I say adding on. "You're friends with the girlfriend?" She says making a disgusting face. "Yeah... You don't like her?" I asked turning towards her. "I heard she's a big bitch. And not in a fun cool way." She says. "I know she's touchless at the school but, let me tell you..." I say walking up to her. "Ya sister ain't no bitch. I'm not afraid of nobody." I laughed at her. "She gets dirt on people and hold it over people's head." She says. "And I like to fight. What's your point?" I say sitting on the bed. "Not to tell her your business. Our business? Your Business with Fezco?" She says. "You got a point." I say nodding. My dad opened the door. "LEAVE. ME. ALONE!" I yelled while throw one of my text books at him. "I'M NOT HERE TO FUCKING ARGUE! I'M TELL YOU BOTH GOODNIGHT! YOU LEAVE THIS HOUSE I WILL HAVE OFFICER RICHARDS HOLD YOU IN A CELL ALL WEEKEND!" He yells. "Oh it will be way much better than here." I say in a happy voice. He sighed. "Goodnight Cheyenne and Spencyr" He says closing the door. 

I looked at Spencyr. "What time is it?" I asked her. "Eight twenty eight." She says  looking at her phone. "He's not going to bed." I say shaking my head. "On a fucking Friday? No way." Spencyr says calling him on speaker. "Yea Spence?" He says answering immediately. "What are you up to?" She asked him. "I'm in bed. Negative energy drains good energies." He says I rolled my eyes. "Mmm I don't buy it. We all are negative energies so whatever." She says. "Tomorrow is Saturday. Your sister has an early day tomorrow." He says. What is he talking about. "Oh..." She says. "Get some rest Cheyenne." He says. I can tell he's smiling on the other end. "Fuck." I mouthed. "Alright, goodnight." Spencyr says hanging up. "Still going out?" She asked me. "I'll be home by sunrise." I say going back go my closet.

***

1:30 a.m.

"Holy Shit you fucking made it!"Kat says as I walked in. "Wassup party peoples!" I say hugging her. "Whoop Whoop you made it!" Maddy says letting go of Nate and dancing on me. I looked at Nate and he looked me up and down. "What are you drinking?" Kat asked me. "Whatever you're drinking." I say shrugging. "Kat needs an actual partner for beer pong." Nate says looking at Cassie. "Hey, I can play." Cassie says barley holding herself up. "You "accidentally fall over" when we start winning." Bruce one of many football players says. Kat handed me a red solo cup. "It's jungle juice, hella good." She says taking a sip of hers. I took a sip of mines and it was actually good. "You right." I say nodding. "So? You down?" Nate asks me. "Huh? Yeah, right now?" I asked him. "Yeah lets go." He says walking to the back yard.

"Big. Mutha. Fucking. Dawgggg" Rue says chest bumping me. "Yo yo yo" I say chest bumping her back. "Hey Jules." I say waving at her. "Hey Cheyenne..." She says giving me a fake soft smile. "You look good tonight" Rue says. "Uh... Rue?" Jules says looking at her. I put my lips together. "Thanks Rue, I gotta go whoop Nate's ass in beer pong." I laughed awkwardly. "I'll catch you around." Rue says putting her lips together and turning the other way. Why doesn't Jules like me? I haven't done anything wrong. 

"Alright, I'm ready." I say walking up to the table. "Alright, how we play who whoever loses  has to jump in the pool fully clothed." Nate says. "Maddy babe im not gonna make you do that." I say  picking up the ping pong balls. "Love the confidence." Nate laughs. I winked at him and walked over to my side. "Ladies first." Nate says stepping back for Maddy to go. I looked at Nate and he looked up to the second floor. "Later?" He mouths. I rolled my eyes. "Kat you're up." I say taking the ball out and taking the shot.  I can't believe he really just asked me that behind his girlfriend back. Actually I am not gonna lie. "What was the excuse to come to this party Chey?" Maddy asked me. "None, I just snuck out." I shrugged while focusing on my shots. "Ayee I'm glad you're here." She says smiling. I flashed a smile at her. "I'm glad, now drink." I say smiling and pointing at the cups. "You're a fucking GOAT" Kat says hip bumping me. "What can I say?" I say flexing. 

Me and Kat we're whooping Nate's and Maddy's ass in beer pong. We still had three cups up and they only had two. "Might wanna hold his phone." I aiming up the ball. "OH MY GOD CHEYENNE!" Nate yells as I threw the ball. And it went in. "Nice try." I narrow my eyes at him. "Don't be mad. Because I just whoop ass boyyyy" I say shooting my last ball and walking back. The liquor was definitely kicking in. He was too stunned to speak. "You mad you just got beat by two girls?" I say kicking my leg up. He rolled his eyes and started walking to the edge of the pool. "Oh no... Off the board buddy." I say shaking my head. "Be fucking for real." He scoffed. "Oh im being so fucking for real." I smirked while nodding. "What is Nate doing?" Cassie says coming up to Maddy Kat and I. "We won beer pong. Without any interruptions" Kat says to Cassie. Ooo tension. "Alright you ready?" Nate yells from the top of the diving board. I pulled out my phone. "Ready." I yelled back. "This is for you Cheyenne!" He runs and dives into the pool. I mouth hung open as I laughed. "Holy shit!" I say still laughing. "It's actually not even cold" He says swimming around. I laughed. "Okay, still get out." Maddy tells him. "I'm coming. Can yall find some towels?" He asks. "Yeah one sec." Kat and I say. 

"I'll look downstairs. You look upstairs." Kat says. "Oh I love going through strangers houses!" I cheer while running up the stairs. "Hey Chey!" Lexi says coming down the stairs. "Oh hey girl!" I say smiling at her before running up the stairs. I opened every cabinet and they were empty. I walked down the hall closet and there was a ton. Nobody was rarely up here. I grabbed a few towels and turned around. "Holy fuck!" I say throwing the towel at Nate as he scared me. "Come here." He says pulling me into a room. "Nate, what?" I say confused while backing into the room. He started to strip off his wet clothes. "Can you keep a secret?" He asked me. "Obviously, but I don't think I wanna keep this one." I laughed awkwardly. "It's just a little secret." He says walking up to me. "No one will ever know." He says putting his hand under my chin to look up at him. "I won't tell if you wont tell." He says licking his lips at me. "No one?" I tease him. "No one." He says  smirking. I dropped my grin and looked at him. "I may be drunk but im not stupid." I say walking to the door. "Wait..." He says. "Wha-" As I turned around Nate pressed his lips against mines. He has nice soft lips but that kinda tasted chlorine. He slowly pushed me against the door and picked me up. I know it is so wrong but his lips felt so good. He kissed me down my neck. "Nate... We cant." I say holding his head. He shushed  as he was still holding me up. "It's fine, nobody's gonna know." He says walking over to the bed. He lifted up my shirt and kissed down my stomach as his eyes were locked with mines. His eye contact was getting me all hot and bothered. "We can stop at anytime..." He says kissing me in-between my breast. I exhaled and shook my head. "We're already halfway there." I say going back in to kiss him.