I ran. I ran past the living room and up the stairs, locking myself in the first room that came to view. Sitting on the bed I let out a shaky breath,

Gosh I can't believe I just flipped out like that! For the second time for that matter and now it's even more embarrassing because it was in front of the majority of my idols and favorite people in the entire world, not to mention that I probably look like a child running away like that so there goes my chance of impressing them or getting their approval of Chris and I's relationship and that just sucks... also not to mention that this will probably be stuck with me for the rest of my life, scarred to ever talk about it to anyone. 

"Hey sweetheart, everythin' alright?" I look up to make eye contact the beautiful blues that captured my heart from the beginning. That's when I realized I was laying down on the bed. I let out a sigh knowing I was going to have to talk about it, 

"Yeah, I'm alright... I just feel embarrassed now." I admit sheepishly, breaking the eye contact as I roll over to the left side of the bed, sitting up and pat the space next to me for him to join me.

I bring m knees up to my chest as I feel shuffling on his side as he gets comfortable next to me, I didn't bother looking up as I knew he would already be waiting for me to talk first so I lean over till I'm laying my head on his shoulder, feeling his arm warp around mine I just complete lay on him, hoping to soak in his warmth comfort while I go through, another, teenage mid-life crisis. I mean...it is normal to go through so many, right?

"You have nothing to feel embarrassed about, alright?" He informs me, running his hands through my hair after moving down the bed till how he's laying now; with his legs crossed over the other, his head resting on the pillow with his right arm underneath supporting it as his right hand continues to go through my hair causing me to relax with an oncoming feeling of drowsiness.

"I know-" I pause, grabbing a hold of his hand and enclosing our fingers together, "- I just do, I mean I basically just ran out on the people I idolize so I dont know... sounds like something to be embarrassed about." I mumble to him.

"Hey, it's alright they dont mind. In fact, they're worried they scared you away,"

"Really?"

"Yes doll, really."

"... alright, I think we can go back down then." I tell him, sitting up to look at him.

Ha for once I'm the one looking down on him.

"Yeah? Alright let's go then before I end up falling asleep here and keep you with me." He jokes, shooting me a wink as he sits up and running a hand through his hair.

"You read my mind soldier,"

******

Walking down the stairs behind Chris I tried to put up a confident front but I know they would probably be able to see through it, hopefully their polite enough to not comment on it and I can just act as if nothing happened and get through the day. The talking stops once we hit the bottom step and I start to feel a bit nervous at the sudden quiet that fell over the livingroom.

"Ah there she is, so you feeling better pretty lady?" Anthony Mackie spoke as he wrapped walked forward and put his arm around my shoulder, giving it a tight squeeze.

I let out a small sigh, feeling my shoulders relax at his jester to ease the tension.

"Yeah I'm actually feeling a lot better-" I smile at everyone, "- thank you Mackie." I whisper the last part to him once I see everyone starts talking again. 

"Hey it's no problem, I noticed how uneasy you looked and I have done this plenty of times for Seb and chris." he gives me wink as he squeezes my shoulders one more time before he eventually let's go and walks away to the kitchen.

I let a small smile grace my lips and look around the livingroom to see who was actually here and let me tell you, I basically fangirls the whole time. There was Scarlett Johansson sitting with Elizabeth Olsen and Jeremy Renner on one side of the rather suprisingly large leathered couch, then there's Sebastian Stan and Chadwick Boseman sitting on the other side that were accompanied by Anthony Mackie as he walked out of the kitchen with three drinks in hand.

On the other side of the livingroom there was RDJ sitting chatting along with Chris Hemsworth and Tom Hiddleston, in small love seats circled around a small wooden coffee table who also had some drinks laying on the table.

As I looked around, I didn't notice Chris walking out of the kitchen towards me with two drinks in tow,

"Here you go, one Venti size Mango Dragon-Fruit Lemonade for the beautiful lady." He winks at me as he handed me the drink.

I smiled at his playful antic while taking a sip of my drink.

"Come on." he motions his head over, grabbing my hand and dragging me over to the group of men sitting in their own seats now noticing that there are four love seats instead of just three. Once we get there Chris sits down.

I was about to sit on the arm of the seat until I felt him pull me over to his lap right as the men look over at us with smiles on their faces. I wave at them slightly not really knowing what to say, I couldn't help but let a smile blossom on my face when I get a wave back from them.

I ain't going to lie, Hiddleston was adorable with his little wave and big smile on his face making him look like an adorable toddler.

I soon fell into the rhythm of the discussion and played attention as the guys went back and forth with their opinions, adding in my own here and there, then drifting my eyes around the room. When I looked around again I made eye contact with Scarlett and once she notice she got my attention she waved me over to her and Elizabeth, now noticing that Jeremy was walking over to our group.

I got up from Chris' lap, letting him know I was going over to the other side with the girls, getting a nod from him I get up with my drink, excuse myself from the table and head over to the girls.