I was almost back to class when I heard someone yell my name. I instantly regret turning around to see who it was and decided to just ignore them and continue walking, but this time faster.

Sadly, right when I got to the doors of the building I feel a hand grab my arm. I know that I could just walk away but decided to see what Justin had to say.

"Hey..." -he comments, looking unsure on how to start the conversation as his apple green eyes look everywhere but me, he even looking a bit surprised that I stopped "- I was just wanting to see how you were doing since the last time..." he takes a step back as he finishes his sentence, running a hand through his dirty blonde hair.

"I'm um doing better... thanks." I say after a moment, wondering where he was going with this.

He just nods his head at my responds looking a bit awkward which I don't blame him cause it honestly really was and we just ended up standing there for a couple minutes after, thinking he was done I turn to head to class when I feel him grab my arm again turning me around, expecting him to say something instead I'm met with his lips landing on mine.

I eventually push him away as I came out of my shocked state, frozen from disbelief I start backing up shaking my head then turn and run off to class with tears running down my face.

I went straight home and locked myself in my room where I finally broke down on my bed, not knowing what to do but feeling so helpless in my own emotions and guilt. I didn't know what to do.

How can he just do this to me? He thinks that just because he has been nice to me these past couple of days he can just come up to me and act like everything is fine and shove his face into mine?? He knew I'm interested in someone else yet he had the nerve to kiss me?

My head was just swirling with a whole bunch of emotions, thinking to myself then realized I was supposed to go to Chris' today after school. It's not that I didn't want to but how was I suppose to explain to him what happened at school, he knows me better than anyone else, he will know something's up right when I step inside that house.

I decide to get up and go anyways knowing he would get more concerned on why I didn't go.

*

I put the car into park, letting out a breath as I just sit there for a moment but decided to just women up and get through this, hoping he wouldn't be so mad, especially with me.

To be fair Justin was the one to kiss me and its not like I kissed him back, so... and why would I do that if I have Chris who respects me, treats me like a freaking princess and loves me for me and not just how I look.

Knock... knock

"Hey doll," the giant pulls me into a hug then inside the house.

"Hi..." I respond quietly, getting anxious about telling him.

"Is everything alright?" He questions, as I'm usually more vocal around him.

I just break down again, I don't know why I've been so emotional lately and I have it cause I don't want to seem weak or annoying but he hasn't said anything negative about it. I feel his arms wrap around me pulling me into him as he moves to sit on the couch with me on his lap, I feel him run his hand through my hair as he makes soothing noises to help calm me down from my sobbing.

I sit there sniffling as I calmed down from the crying couple moments later, knowing I will have to tell him now as i just started sobbing my heart out in front of him.

"You alright beautiful?" He questions softly.

I nod as I let out a breath, getting myself ready for what's to come,

"Yeah... I'm sorry, I just... something happened today at school and I am afraid to tell you... because I don't want you to hate me or stop loving me," I confess, looking down at my hands.

"Hey, look at me... I could never hate you or stop loving you for that matter, I'm sure whatever it is we will get through it alright?" He reassured, his voice coming out in a hush and soft tone.

"Alright..." I nod, letting a shaky breath pass my lips before continuing. "Well, I was um walking to class from the office cause my teacher wanted me to turn something in for them... and when I was about to enter the building... I heard someone call my name so I stopped and turned around" -I explain to him which he just nods in responds for me to continue, at this point he is leaning against the counter that sperates the kitchen and the living room, "- it was Justin... he wanted to see how I was doing since the incident with the hospital," -at this I can see his jaw clench even though he is looking down, nodding his head for me to continue "-then as I was about to leave again after telling him I was fine... he grabs my arm again before I can leave and I thought you know he wanted to say something else but when I turn around again, he uh kissed me..." my voice coming out lower at the last of my sentence.

It was quiet for a while, I didn't know what to say to ease the tension,

"How... how did you feel about the kiss?" His voice comes out a bit rough, I can sense the annoyance and a bit of anger in it when he spoke.

"I... your kidding right?" I ask him, feeling perplexed about the question and not because I liked it but because I couldn't believe he would ask me that sort of question. I watch him waiting for a responds.

"No, I'm not kidding... I want to know how you felt about the kiss." he eventually says, looking up at me after repeating his question with his arms crossed and a hard expression crossing his features.

"I felt nothing... I pushed him away when I realised what he was doing. Hell, I didnt even kiss him back!" my answer coming out a bit harsh as I felt a bit annoyed that he would even co sider asking a question like that.

I just get a nod in return making me feel even more annoyed with how he's acting about this and I can tell he notices too as he looked back down at the floor.

I just sit there annoyed with his question and not knowing what else to say to him, so I get up from the couch and head for the door doing what I do best... running away from my issues or when I'm stressed.

"Where are you going," Chris speaks, as he realized I wasn't at the couch anymore but this time with worry filling his voice.

"Out. Since you can't seem to say or think about anything else other than that stupid ass kiss." I bluntly tell him, as I look back at him then turn and walk out the door, knowing my actions hurt him... but his hurt me too.